holidays!

Exams finally over! been going out everyday since exams ended, have to spend more time sleeping during this holidays! hair falling off already. This holiday's agenda is to try to get ippt gold money and also to clean up my room, piling with notes. Spent xmas eve with RSPID ppl and with Deardear after that. Bought a nice nice wallet for my little cute bro. Im such a nice brother right! I was quite tired after the bbq and fell asleep really fast. heehee, poor deardear had to endure my different types of snoring(according to her).

Then, spend time wif deardear shopping on 26 dec at marina area. Since a long time when we walk aimlessly ard liao. Got our new yr eve countdown and genting bus tickets too! looking forward to the trip, more towards the theme park and casinos. haha. Lost $25 on that day also :( , tot after exam luck will come back, but still havent leh.

Youth pre-camp was an utter disappointment. The only positives i got out of it was the volunteers were quite creative and the files that we made for the boys as souvenirs looked great! Xmas xchange was routine, but volunteers did participate actively with 18 presents. The scheduled dinner was cancelled cos there were too many changes which gave them an excuse to skip it. Hope the youth camp would make all blk D volunteers bond tgt as one and not remaining in their cliques. There's RSPID movie outing after camp on thurs...should i go, or should i just sleep and relac at home???

3 more days!

Shouldn't have logged in to fb. just see ppl telling to the world that they had finished exams...I still got 2 paper leh! so sianz lar! 2 paper in 3 days! our kinematics paper is probably the last paper for the whole of ntu. must try to focus for these few days...

Neh neh dong!

Overnight mugging on a public holiday eve! worst is there's quite a number of people studying wif us. realised how frustrating kinematics is. so much so that im blogging now, zhenjie's talking on the fone wif some unknown girl whos emo-ing, and zhengxin emo-ing by himself after seeing xiangyi mugging with someone at old can A also! harry potter showing...even though im not a great fan of it but hey, everyone is like going to watch it! maybe should watch it to destress also. But i got the stronger temptation to sing, didnt really get the mic last session at rspid ktv.

Aiyoyo, 1 more month to exams and now all subjects look so unfamiliar to me...:( s/u malay cos it doesnt seems promising enough, so now actually left wif 15 AUs of exams...sounds ok but it isnt! ok going back to kinematics qn2!

Elearning Week!

Was reading last post...and realised that we actually pa tor last weekend :P haha. Lab today simply sucks, i still rmb his face. haha. Burdened with another useless shit, lab report. Really have to do a lot of catch up this week...countdown timer starts to exam! 101210 is the first paper...such a nice number. going to neglect this blog for books...

MUG!

This weekend is something like a self declared self learning week! Didn't really attend any lectures but im still quite happy with the progress of getting rid of EID and electrics quiz. Time to catch up on all the other subjects...its going to be mugging time now till exams, no more breaks :( . But there's still christmas and genting trip to look forward to after that! Just wrote the Malay essay, finds that i know quite a lot of vocab, didnt really spend too much time find the words. haha, maybe the topic easy la, most of it has been gone through in the textbook. No pa tor tml! only mugging mugging mug mug mug.............x_x

Recess Week!

Eventful recess week with 2 focs and 2 birthday celebrations! So much that i didnt study my maths and electrics!

My 1st birthday celebration with gf was great! First went to forest adventure to challenge our height phobia...then kena tricked and really thought that we were going to have candlelight dinner(im dressed for it!), it turned out to be a birthday gathering with all my friends around at minds cafe. I knew someone planned a long time for it, and had to hide the secret everytime i asked about it. Thank you for all ur effort!

Then it was RSPID foc! Day 1 was merely slacking, v-sharing was putting me to sleep as usual. Second day is where the foc atmosphere really started, with beach games, initiation and fright night all zai to the max!! haha, praising ourselves! We could see the enthu in freshies and got to tekan freshies in the night. Some of them might be a little bit tired out but im sure the would rmb that day. Third day was the video showing day, the video was so professional! all rspidians are actors.







20102010, this special day is deardear's 1st birthday celebration! Hope she likes everything! Was going to make balloon flowers on that day, in the end she does it so easily, i just let her do the flowers. Her friends came over at night...learnt that all psychies are of the same type...same craziness, laughter and talk very loud de. Then i felt a bit lonely cos i didnt knew all her friends very well, they were all in their own group. Tried to bbq stuff and mingle with anyone near the pit. But suddenly 7 psychies wanted to bbq so i just leave them to it. At least i now knew who her friends are, even though not very well.

Lastly its youth bbq! Our block have most ppl coming and its strange to go back to a freshie after rspid foc. The seniors were bbqing for us and all we have to do is eat. I almost have no company at night and was so glad that we managed to persuade xinmu, qinfeng, amanda and meixiu to stayover. At night was drinking session and i think im the suay-est of them all. kept drinking leh. In the end got too tired and retired to bed.

Thats all for the days at hometeam ns pasir ris! I think it was a cheap and quiet chalet, not as spooky as i first thought. Would want to go back there again. Exams coming! I think the next long and happening entry should be during the holidays...

Sometimes i wanted some personal space...
...but i realized we are sharing the same space.

Independent!

Last quiz(also most killer) to go before foc and birthday's celebrations! Sick and didn't study over the weekend:<. Just had a 15min quiz to ans 20MCQs this morning, which kind of benefit those who didn't study much(me!). No mugging today! and so here i am blogging!

Didn't keep up with the usual amount of communications with Deardear over the past weekend. I am the one who cuts short our conversations, and purposely didn't initiate any conversations when both of us are online. It is partly because im sick and didn't want to keep up with the conversation, as well as mugging last min over quiz! For me, it is the best time to try to be independent and miss talking for a few days.

Neglecting you for a period doesn't mean that i dun love you or the feeling has subsided. I know you did thought of that. It may be i need to focus on something for that period and talking to you too often might make me procrastinate on what im trying to do. Or i just simply didn't thought of something worth mentioning to say to you. I think its different personalities between us, im ok with less sms and meetups but u r not. BUT you have to trust me when i said im busy or got no reply for you, im really not trying to fu yan you. I also dun wish that you would purposely neglect me when im a bit cold towards you, i will really reply if i got stuff to say and i assure you that i would return to the normal level of communication after im done with everything!

The point of requesting you to be independent is not for the sake of me being more independent than you. It is so that when i neglect you, you would not feel so affected and is able to accept that. At least you would not feel that lonely and could be equally happy by yourself!

I really cant study on a weekend. Dun have the mood to mug when papa and mama is watching tv the whole afternoon. Weekends just gives me the slack atmosphere... :x

Surprise!

Sweet moments pass by so quickly. So happy Deardear like my works and drawings! Seriously, when i flipped through it ytd...i was amused by what i wrote. It shows that people think and behave differently with different moods...when u think back of the words that you said when you were angry, you would wished that you had never said that. On the other hand, you would cringe at the mushy words that u said when u were deeply in love. Haha. Anyway, it's a wonderful celebration and i hoped that you would rmb it for life! :>

100 DAYS

Today marks the 100th day of our r/s! Was thinking how long it would be before we could reach 100 days...it has been a sweet 100 days and i would want to repeat it again! Wish that our next 100 days could be even more sweeter even though with exams coming up and we could celebrate 1000 days next!

Hectic week!

This week haven't been able to enjoy the homely feeling...discussing a lot about camps in school. Didn't really touched my tutorials at all again, quizzes coming in week 6! seen the freshies from both rsp and realized that we r not freshies anymore :(. Hope that all freshies will volunteer on all the way.

3rd month anniversary was ytd...nothing special really happened. The contrast at the point when we were one month and ytd was obvious. It was more bittersweet now than sweet...and i didn't know whether you believe me, but i think i knew you better compared to 3 months ago, even though i still can't read your mind. There were moments when i hurt your feelings and vice-versa...i'm glad that we were able to put in at the back of our minds and move on together. :))) <3

WSC recruitment

Feels strange staying so late on a Friday in school. End of wsc recruitment...only 30 applicants to RSPID while a small youth Blk D got 21 volunteers, i think 8 of them which we had seen b4. Somehow, i feel its a blessing that we got only 30 volunteers because it makes me feel like im still useful in RSPID. Actually 30 volunteers is a sufficient number...i just hope that the 30 would be enthu and friendly, and they would bond as a family after foc. For youth i think its a new beginning...its an almost all-freshies group and im sure the volunteers would be enthusiastic. Moreover i think its kind of linked with ppl knowing each other, it got the potential to form a core group of volunteers for future batches.

Busy weekend coming up with mid-autumn fest and RSPID ktv outing! So long never had ktv with rspid le.

Today supposed to be JB go-karting trip...too ex? ok, then change to soccer trip...rain comes today...then no choice have to sleep at home and fin something to do myself. which is go running!! ippt coming anyway...that $400 always comes at a time when im in need of money...october is a birthday month! not only me and deardear but also other friends. December is Christmas...which means going to buy presents which needs $$$, also not to forget that holidays coming in december! But im quite unfit now, haha...time to start training! No events to run means no motivation to train...the same time last year i had safra 21k, standard chartered 42k and hall games...this year, nothing! Thinking of going for sundown 42k next yr...but its still a long way to go...

Public holidays just give me another reason to not study and enjoyed life! heehee, but i think im enjoying too much and its time to pick up the books.

Hari Raya coming round the corner! first full week for this sem and everyday feels like exam day. Brain fried after hours of lectures. Just fell asleep after school everyday. $$ for yog work has came in! But after much calculation...there's really nothing much left after paying for everything :|

Dun really know what to blog now...

short short one here...tml still got sch at 0830!-_-

Friday went photoshoot with deardear! turned out quite sweet and fun! so excited to look at the beautiful pics we have taken.

Went to watch sleague football today...a bit crazy of me to bring gf to watch football. actually wanted to sing ktv but no time slot. thanks for accompanying me! love you so much!

Week 2 starts tml and i should keep reminding myself that its not vacation now. The last thing i think of now is tutorials!!! shit shit, i should stop now if not there's really a chance of getting a D.

Pon school again! took the time to pack field pack and stuff...dun feel lyk studying at all this week.

3months?
3years?
5years?
7years?

轰轰烈烈的爱情都不长久。只要少争吵，让彼此天天过得比较快乐，就足够了。

School Starts!!

This sem is so packed with knowledge! First day of sch already feeling tired. 4 hours of lecture is a torture...but the timetable shows that its going to be common this sem! Why is MAE so intensive???

I am seeing you tml!

I think i'm used to missing you now...

Hall12 Housekeeping outing

Hall12 housekeeping force first outing today!! kbox plus wii gaming! too bad team 9 had to work today...if not we would have more people. tried to matchmake during ktv but they were both too shy, and peggy wasn't around to make it 2 couples so that it wont be so awkward. It was fun nevertheless with garen singing to classics like the grasshoppers.

Went to novena to meet peggy while garen went to his ultimate frisbee training. Means no chance to match up the two. Fish n CO for dinner! We were talking about whether to have pizza hut or zi char for our team farewell dinner...haha, cos we have people from different backgrounds in our team, got aunties, youngsters, ah bengs, undergraduates.......
Then went on the st games, introduced by the deardear's hss main comm. $12 for 2 hours of gameplay with one free drink and cake. Kinda steep but the rest are ok wif it. Played band hero first then the crazy rabbits game. Most of us r still newcomers in wii, except for rich kid theodore who was pro at it. Rabbits is still the best game to bond everyone...think its one of the rare time where people do stupid actions. haha!

Next outing gonna be after we collected our pay! Hope can get more ppl involved as all have finished work. Holidays gonna be over soon and its back to lectures, tutorials and quizzes!! Friendship at work don't always last long as people would be busy wif different stuff after the project...hope this time would be different since a number of us are from ntu.

YOV

Went to YOV with RSPID today. The cultural village is something like a cultural carnival. Clog painting first then tour ard the area. Anthony's friend was from Dominic Republic, who doesn't speak English but Spanish, so there's some problem interacting...but the clog did the talking and i tried to take pictures to occupy them while waiting for the clog to dry. Nice experience but half an hour was kinda short.

Tour ard and went to the Singapore and Taiwan booths. Singapore booth was boring...like history class. Hands-on calligraphy at taiwan booth!! Made one for myself and anthony...didn't know his exact chinese name and his ic not with him, so just anyhow pinyin for him. haha. Since i'm not physically in taiwan, i visited mini taiwan!! Shouldn't put up this photo...but nvm, since we looked okay in this pic.
There's an exhibition on olympics history and yog2010. Showcasing some of the torches used in various olympics, below is the one at athens 2004. Saw the complete set of medals! Think that the gold one is the nicest, the others looked like they are bought from the Singapore MINT with the merlions on it. Had a fun day today and i think the trainees did enjoyed it! Science centre this sat! :)

Ice skate+YOG Badminton

Too lazy to blog recently...now have to blog about outing on 17august.haha. Initial plan was just to watch the YOG badminton quarter finals, but since KLP was just beside indoor stadium, we went ice skating! Never had the feeling of walking on a frictionless surface for 2 years...didn't felt like i knew ice-skating when i first stepped onto the rink. Heehee, deardear fell down thrice but i still fell once...haha, but the idea is to learn ice skating and it seems like we learnt it during the short 2 hours:)

Then off to dinner at the foodcourt since deardear was going to fall sick. YOG badminton was super fast paced...most matches ended in 2 sets, which means that there is no fight between the two players. Singapore was supposed to be the highlight, but singapore made silly mistakes which make his chase for points even more difficult. The match against thailand and china for boys was the most exciting, and the thai poodchalat who is ranked 151 in the world actually went on to win the finals.

Was working today and saw the GOLD MEDAL in the New Zealander's room. Looks like a normal medal but it means so much to a country(Singapore still have none...)Oh, there's a tradition in new zealand's team. Whenever someone wins a medal, the whole team would congratulate the winner by doing the HAKA dance. So if we hear shouting downstairs, it means someone has won a medal. So far we have only heard and see it once... Deardear is off to taiwan for the week! Wonder what fun they r having there... So envious of them going on holidays...oh well, i should try to have fun too even though i'm not travelling. RSPID visit to YOV tml and team 9 ktv outing on wed! Last 2 days of work to go! most likely would be taking pictures on friday. missing deardear even though i'm occupied this week, it feels strange that my fone is so quiet. haha. Welcoming them back on Friday too, which is the last day of work! *Pops Champagne*

Slack Day

Stayed at home the whole day doing nothing!! Didnt know what to do at home already. Television is so boring without starhub and football manager is the only game on my pc...slept till 3.30pm before dragging myself out of bed.

missed deardear dearly today...dun know is it because my day is too free? or thurs 1hr meetup not long enough?? Browse through the photos we had...find that we should get a photographer on our next date...haha! Qf and Hq are suitable candidates! Quite a long time never had couple couple outing since we were attached, everyone got different work schedules.

Busy weekend coming, working early tml cos going to pop over to projID...had to wake up at 5.30am!

I dun like people to get angry easily......

Yesterday would be so different if i didn't take the walk......

Back to work!!

Starting work at ntu yov tml! Even though its only 10 short days of work, i still can't help feeling worried about what to do tml. Oh well, i will just go along with the flow. Deardear went to hss camp , which means we not going to meet up a lot this week compared to last week.

Whats the difference between a person's character and habit? Character is how someone will act instinctively in that situation while habit is an action which the person is used to. It is possible to change a person's habit but it is more difficult to change a person's character.

A person's character may lead to a particular habit. A thoughtful person may have the habit of sending birthday presents to his friends, but if the person did not celebrate Fathers' Day(Habit), it doesn't mean the person is not thoughtful! People perceived so many actions to the character, but it is impossible for the person with the character to fulfill all.

A leopard never changes it spots. So if you are expecting your extravagant partner to live a frugal lifestyle, you are wasting your time and should rather accept it. However, if you like your extravagant partner to start to date at cheap places, it is possible by influencing and convincing him/her for a period of time (Of course provided that the other party is willing to). He/She is still extravagant but at least he/she finds it acceptable to go cheap places.

Sorry if this entry confuses you but i think the most impt thing is still understanding for each other and not forcing the other half to change for you immediately as it wont make the other half feel happy.

No Money, Great company!

Went to mount faber today to walk walk with deardear. The venue was due to the lack of cash, just got my kbox cheque and will only received the money on tuesday...:( Nevertheless, the outing was still great! Henderson Wave was quite spectacular due to the height of the bridge and the bridge was shaped out of a maths formula! I guess its y=sin x. Then walked up the hill slowly and trying to find our way to the top. The view was great but the greatest view was halfway through where you could see the cable cars and sentosa more clearly! The walk down the hill was quite long also, took about half an hr but i dun mind the distance at all! It was such a nice escape from shopping and movies. haha, should have been broke more often. Dinner was treated by deardear! So nice of her to pay when im really really short. :) Im VERY touched! (^v^)

People vs things"What's the satisfaction in buying your first car when you do not have a first passenger for your first car???"

Your friends, my friends, our friends

Went for kbox on 3 August with deardear, zhenjie and bobby. Should be the last time we see bobby before he going missing for a year to complete his 'mission'. the session was quite crazy but its still not comparable to the sec sch days kbox. The older we are, the more serious we get and the more we cant get ourselves to go crazy. Hope that i didn't let deardear feel neglected...asked her to come so that she could at least know my friends, at least the impt ones. Still wondering what bobby's going to do...still act mysterious after all these yrs. Maybe he will be a millionaire when he comes back a yr later...anything lar, since he said that his health is not a major factor, but thats my major concern. Anything else crazy shouldn't be affecting us very much except that he would be gone for a yr.

Accompanied deardear to St games today, it was so hidden in some alley and the place was really small but kind of cozy. We were supposed to be there for only 1 hour but end up playing 1.5hours. Played rock band and some rabbit game...her friends was also kind of crazy. haha, foc main comm what, must be high enough! Went to marche for dinner before that. I wasn't myself at the start of the day, maybe too bothered by it. Shouldn't think too much, its not going to be affecting us anyway. Maybe different mindset...but from the conversation i still feel that deardear really didn't want that breakup at that time, its not mutual...but its all in the past!! Its time to move on and focus on the current relationship. History books are meant for people to learn from mistakes.

Hey Frank! Bye Frank!

Connection was unstable ytd :( so going to post 2 entries at a time. Sent Frank off on 2August with 8 of RSPIDians. Another Slang member going overseas for 6months...His family and a few girls appeared to sent him off too. His sis is damn cool, saying her mind whenever she wants, maybe due to her job as a lawyer.

Made his farewell card on that day itself, only took 2.5 hours to finish the card in the afternoon. Was super satisfied with my workpiece :))) Think it was simple and nice overall, nothing too fanciful. Oh, remembered something that frank's sis said,"I have not seen something handmade in a long time." realized that when we grew older, we would have more cash and less time. People would tend to purchase anything they could instead of spending some time to handmade the card. Hope that i would still rmb how to make a card by then.

Wonders how frank is doing now. He's quite fortunate to study overseas with quite a large group of friends. It will be fun with large company around instead of just a few friends. My turn to go overseas would be in a years time or none. Would have been homesick by 1 month! haha.

Meet-the-staff session

Saw my group members for YOG housekeeping today! All of them looked quite nice and should be easy to work with. So looking forward to it! There's only one xiao mei mei and 3 of my afternoon shift colleagues are busy. Working in this project reminds me of the ezlink card replacement project...it was a happy period for me cos of friends from my group 14,if i rmb correctly. which reminds me of our team leader RAJ, who always kena bullied by the 3 of us. Nice guy but hes not that capable and wasn't liked by other leaders. Also dunno how fellow gambler Yanlong is doing now... Just wished jiexi and isabelle happy birthday a few days ago and it occured to me whether we will meet up again in the future...everyone is busy with different stuff and has found new cliques as we moved on.

"Its better for two angry persons to ignore each other rather than trying to settle the problem with a pissed off mood"

Back blog: Genting trip

We finally went to Genting on 14-16 july 2009!! The idea was postponed from May after exams due to lack of cash. We decided to travel there by train since tanjong pagar KTM is going to be teared down next year. its a really small place and zhenjie comment that it feels like Malaysia once you stepped into the station. No wonder because every sign has Malayu on it and there's even a State of Malaysia crest in the station. Passing custom was hassle free and fast, its a good way to enter Malaysia during peak periods, but i think u need to book the tickets beforehand. The trip was 8hours because it stops at various stations but the bed compensated for the time wasted. The price for an upper deck bed is $40 and $46 for a lower deck cos there's more space and larger window to emo...

No queues at the ticket counter! Cos theres only 2 trains a day to KL and a few shuttle trains to JB Danga City Mall

The train was real long! About 10 cabins?

Zhenjie in the train...not as lok kok as we expected...

L6 was our cabin...remember those bollywood movies where the female lead would stand at the doorway waving goodbye and the male lead running after the train? haha

We went shopping at KL for half a day before checking in at First World Hotel. It holds the Guinness Records of the most number of rooms in a hotel- which is 6000 rooms! No big deal though, cos its rooms was just normal, the check-in counters works like polyclinics. Luckily it was not a peak period or else we had to wait for hours!! We waited for 30minutes though, considered long since its an off peak. The dining room for buffet breakfast was HUGE! The food served sucks like hell. Only the bread, fried noodles, eggs were kind of edible. The rest looked like leftovers from ytd's dinner. BUT HERE"S THE MAIN PT- it charges 45RM per room a night with FREE breakfast, which means s$10 a pax a night. So for that price, u cant complain about anything! s$10 can only get you 4 hours of singing at Ten dollar ktv in SG!

In Genting, the main highlight was of course the casinos! We did not know there was 2 casinos until day2. The only skill i figured out was to bet against a suay dealer, or a dealer who keeps opening small. Stop betting once they change a dealer and observe the pattern. Maths tells us that we have the fair chance of winning, but the casino makes money because it changes a dealer when it loses for a period of time.

Of course there's still the outdoor theme park, but it was raining for half a day and we only managed 2 rides. :(( The third ride was space shot which is the scariest of all but rain started pouring when we were queuing. Oh well, maybe should return to Genting for that ride next time...

Back blog: World Cup finals

Gino and Eve had returned to The Philippines...hope they had a good experience in Singapore and get to come back someday! The gathering was on the world cup finals, and i was super super late reaching Singapore from Desaru. They both had bought their laptop when i met them and since there's really nothing much to do on a thursday late night, we went to Sentosa for a walk and planned to watch the wc finals at chijmes. Unfortunately most chijmes outlets require a minimum spending and hence we are back in resorts world for the match...pictures below!!

Petr's huge tummy!!! trying to cover it with his bag...

jumpshot attempt 1: Petr looked like an ninja

My turn to looked like a ninja

Casino!! Im so dying to get in...

colleagues for 6 months!!

More photos on my facebook!! blogger takes years to upload images...still hope to stay in contact with these kbox colleagues. They were really the servers who put in effort in their work and helped me a lot in the short one month at kbox ms. Even though one month is real short, its an eye opener for me and made me realize how tough 6 days week is...

RSPID Session+Singapore vs Burnley!

Nothing to do online, so time to post something!! no pictures this time...went to session in the afternoon, first thing is to tell anthony off on prank calling people on the handphone. It seems to dampen his spirits for sing-along but well...at least his mood gets better during PRT. Session is getting back to its boring form again!!! I predicted correctly that only 3 freshie guys will appear, although andrew came and go hastily during the last hour. They really shouldn't play the dice throwing game...its super boring and i think dai siu is much more entertaining than that!! I was really going to doze off, haha. can understand why the trainees also dozing off. To top it off, they had fire drill briefing, -_-~~but i guess that cant be helped. The olympics games was something new and interesting, feedback i got was floorhockey is more fun. Maybe they should play a match on that or something. I always thought that session's PRT are too too mild. They seldom break out a sweat doing PRT, a floorhockey match would made them run and do some REAL exercise, although i predicted chaos would happen cos everyone would be going after that tape! haha!

Brought Anthony and Qiwen along to watch the Singapore Burnley match after session, joined by chupei. The match itself was disappointing...i expected more goals, which means i lost $$ to the government again. Chupei is considering to join westend! At least one more volunteer to look after anthony and i can slack more! lol! Anthony wasn't entertained by the match, unlike qiwen...maybe interactive trips like Escape is still more suitable for him, i think he can't stand lectures, lessons, movies these type of passive activities.

Oh ya, had a great first month anniversary! although my cough did spoil the celebrations a bit, i cant talk too much or else i would cough again. took DA TOU TIE and watched BLOOD PLEDGE. not a very scary show cos i only got shocked once. Deardear's swayness happens again! She was talking about xiuxia's RSPID movie outing and we saw the group at cine the moment she finished her sentence! So lucky that we got caught so many times by RSPIDians when we went out together...and Deardear prepared present for me! ♥Can really see the effort she put it, every letter was cut from coloured paper.♥♥♥ shall reciprocate the surprise sometime soon in the future!!!

Happy Anniversary!!

♥SweetSweet 1 Month Anniversary to DearDear and ME♥

This first post is supposed to mark the 1 month anniversary of our relationship.

Hiya, but with a bit of magic, im going to bring this "magical moment" half an hour in advance. haha. We have been living contrasting lives this month...she slack i work then i slack she work, leaving us with really not a lot of time being together. But i feel that we have spent quality time together, with Desaru the highlight of our maiden month.

Before 22june...i told myself i would go slowly for this relationship in order for it to last, but i found myself sinking deeper and deeper to it one month on...nowadays i really feel a bit empty without her around...maybe im just too free and thoughts start to wander. I've also found out that her feelings will directly affect myself. Deardear was a bit down ytd and it causes me to lose focus of the soccer match that i was watching, and moreover its a winning game!!! My mind was all about finding out whether she feels ok...so long never had this feeling liao, normally im super happy when im winning my bets.

Deardear going to finish her work soon!! haha, she's so looking forward to it! I think its the same feeling of relieve when i quit kbox. But theres close to 3 full weeks of foc waiting for her! Busy girl! oh well, as long as she enjoys it and at least she wont feel the stress of working in NUH. I will have to occupy myself then...with trainings for ippt, clearing of my room and meeting up with diff grps of friends that i never seen for a long time!! At least i would be looking forward to seeing her every weekend...wait, that sounds so deja vu :x haha

meeting deardear in 18hours time! my cough still havent subside :( looks like im going to eat noodle soup tml liao...