MUG!

This weekend is something like a self declared self learning week! Didn't really attend any lectures but im still quite happy with the progress of getting rid of EID and electrics quiz. Time to catch up on all the other subjects...its going to be mugging time now till exams, no more breaks :( . But there's still christmas and genting trip to look forward to after that! Just wrote the Malay essay, finds that i know quite a lot of vocab, didnt really spend too much time find the words. haha, maybe the topic easy la, most of it has been gone through in the textbook. No pa tor tml! only mugging mugging mug mug mug.............x_x

Recess Week!

Eventful recess week with 2 focs and 2 birthday celebrations! So much that i didnt study my maths and electrics!

My 1st birthday celebration with gf was great! First went to forest adventure to challenge our height phobia...then kena tricked and really thought that we were going to have candlelight dinner(im dressed for it!), it turned out to be a birthday gathering with all my friends around at minds cafe. I knew someone planned a long time for it, and had to hide the secret everytime i asked about it. Thank you for all ur effort!

Then it was RSPID foc! Day 1 was merely slacking, v-sharing was putting me to sleep as usual. Second day is where the foc atmosphere really started, with beach games, initiation and fright night all zai to the max!! haha, praising ourselves! We could see the enthu in freshies and got to tekan freshies in the night. Some of them might be a little bit tired out but im sure the would rmb that day. Third day was the video showing day, the video was so professional! all rspidians are actors.







20102010, this special day is deardear's 1st birthday celebration! Hope she likes everything! Was going to make balloon flowers on that day, in the end she does it so easily, i just let her do the flowers. Her friends came over at night...learnt that all psychies are of the same type...same craziness, laughter and talk very loud de. Then i felt a bit lonely cos i didnt knew all her friends very well, they were all in their own group. Tried to bbq stuff and mingle with anyone near the pit. But suddenly 7 psychies wanted to bbq so i just leave them to it. At least i now knew who her friends are, even though not very well.

Lastly its youth bbq! Our block have most ppl coming and its strange to go back to a freshie after rspid foc. The seniors were bbqing for us and all we have to do is eat. I almost have no company at night and was so glad that we managed to persuade xinmu, qinfeng, amanda and meixiu to stayover. At night was drinking session and i think im the suay-est of them all. kept drinking leh. In the end got too tired and retired to bed.

Thats all for the days at hometeam ns pasir ris! I think it was a cheap and quiet chalet, not as spooky as i first thought. Would want to go back there again. Exams coming! I think the next long and happening entry should be during the holidays...

Sometimes i wanted some personal space...
...but i realized we are sharing the same space.

Independent!

Last quiz(also most killer) to go before foc and birthday's celebrations! Sick and didn't study over the weekend:<. Just had a 15min quiz to ans 20MCQs this morning, which kind of benefit those who didn't study much(me!). No mugging today! and so here i am blogging!

Didn't keep up with the usual amount of communications with Deardear over the past weekend. I am the one who cuts short our conversations, and purposely didn't initiate any conversations when both of us are online. It is partly because im sick and didn't want to keep up with the conversation, as well as mugging last min over quiz! For me, it is the best time to try to be independent and miss talking for a few days.

Neglecting you for a period doesn't mean that i dun love you or the feeling has subsided. I know you did thought of that. It may be i need to focus on something for that period and talking to you too often might make me procrastinate on what im trying to do. Or i just simply didn't thought of something worth mentioning to say to you. I think its different personalities between us, im ok with less sms and meetups but u r not. BUT you have to trust me when i said im busy or got no reply for you, im really not trying to fu yan you. I also dun wish that you would purposely neglect me when im a bit cold towards you, i will really reply if i got stuff to say and i assure you that i would return to the normal level of communication after im done with everything!

The point of requesting you to be independent is not for the sake of me being more independent than you. It is so that when i neglect you, you would not feel so affected and is able to accept that. At least you would not feel that lonely and could be equally happy by yourself!

I really cant study on a weekend. Dun have the mood to mug when papa and mama is watching tv the whole afternoon. Weekends just gives me the slack atmosphere... :x