Independent!

Last quiz(also most killer) to go before foc and birthday's celebrations! Sick and didn't study over the weekend:<. Just had a 15min quiz to ans 20MCQs this morning, which kind of benefit those who didn't study much(me!). No mugging today! and so here i am blogging!

Didn't keep up with the usual amount of communications with Deardear over the past weekend. I am the one who cuts short our conversations, and purposely didn't initiate any conversations when both of us are online. It is partly because im sick and didn't want to keep up with the conversation, as well as mugging last min over quiz! For me, it is the best time to try to be independent and miss talking for a few days.

Neglecting you for a period doesn't mean that i dun love you or the feeling has subsided. I know you did thought of that. It may be i need to focus on something for that period and talking to you too often might make me procrastinate on what im trying to do. Or i just simply didn't thought of something worth mentioning to say to you. I think its different personalities between us, im ok with less sms and meetups but u r not. BUT you have to trust me when i said im busy or got no reply for you, im really not trying to fu yan you. I also dun wish that you would purposely neglect me when im a bit cold towards you, i will really reply if i got stuff to say and i assure you that i would return to the normal level of communication after im done with everything!

The point of requesting you to be independent is not for the sake of me being more independent than you. It is so that when i neglect you, you would not feel so affected and is able to accept that. At least you would not feel that lonely and could be equally happy by yourself!